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Name: .::kaki sweetie::.
Birthday: 5/13/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: **Sunbathin & Mjin**, babies, meowmeow, kaby bear, travellin, shoppin, massagin, clubbin, talkin on the cellphone, txtin msgs, bubble bathin, snacks, vita lemon tea, yakult, [GREEN APPLE GREEN TEA PLUS TAPIOCA]...
Expertise: bein kim's naughty baby gal lol =P
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
6/10/2004
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| grandma, you have been gone for more than 52 hours already yet i still can't believe you are really gone. i can't stop thinking of you. it seemed like you were preparing for the dinner while dad, mom and i were walking to your place last night. everything did not change but you just weren't there anymore. i realized there were many many things we could do together but we did not. i regret so much i never brought you to watch a movie, did a little bit of shopping after yum cha, walked around the parks where you used to bring me while i was a kid.. why did you have to leave me 2 months after my birthday? does that date mean something? i miss you. i really really miss you. i wanna see you so badly. i wanna hug you tight and kiss your face again. i still remember i was crying so hard during the last phone call in may since i knew you gonna leave me soon but you told me not to worry.. and the last day i saw you looking at me with your smiley face was the day before i went to japan and that was july2.. finally, the last day i hold your hands and begged you to open your eyes was july13.. grandma, i will never ever forget everthing we did together. i love you, i miss you, and i will see you again in the heaven some day in the future. wait for me and make sure you will not forget about grandpa, uncle, dad, mom and i. may god bless you x p.s. you are always deep inside my  | | |
| goodbye grandma, may god bless you, see you again some day in the future, love deadly. x | | |
| This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
Bye bye | | |
| i was exhausted after playin mj with my fds. suddenly, there was a shower while i was listenin to my fds favorite sad songs on the way back home. the shower and those sad songs almost made my tears rolled down my cheeks, however, i chose to pretend i was strong enough to deal with my serious homesick in front of my fds. gosh.. did i make the wrong decision? i keep tellin myself i should have chosen to go back to hk right after i done my exams in early may instead of goin to summer sections so that i can have more time to spend with my grandma. i can't believe things happened that fast. i remember the last proper talk on the phone was few days before my birthday and you were doin very well. and things just changed dramatically couple of weeks later. i can't believe i am gonna lose you soon grandma. i have planned so much like my whole family is gonna come over and attend my graduation some day in the future then i will try my best to make a good life for every one of us. but the cruel fact is showin me that's not gonna happen. i really feel so upset whenever i hear news about my grandma, knowin that she is doin worsen and worsen day by day and there's nothin i can do. not even stayin beside her. it just tear my heart apart. god, please, don't take her away from me. i need more time to spend with her. please.. grandma, i just wanna say i love you. i love you more than i can say and i don't wanna lose you in any kind of ways. can't wait to see u in 5 days x | | |
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so excited! 7 days to go.. wohoo! see u soon fay chu, wowo & meow meow =P
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